2022.01.20 14:41 JosephLft Hey guys, im tired of me and i just feel i can't continue anymore
So im 20 years old male from Brazil. Last year I started a relationship that only 2 months after the breakup i understand that it was a completely abusive relationship. Always yelling at me, saying that i never give her the benefits of the doubt even though she made me do things in bad that i clearly said "no". Unfortunately for me being a male i need to explain myself on why i didn't want a blowjob or have sex at the time because no one would ever believe that a boy doesn't want those things so here it is: I have 2 tumors at the scrotum and no only could be cancer but also it doesn't look good, especially when considering we were both virgins. The only person that really understand that i went through a process of gaslighting is my therapist. Most of my friends make fun of this or dont give a shit and think that im just complaining becouse we broke up.
These past few months me and my other 5 friends were planning a trip for today 20/01/2022. But the thing is: 2 of them have exams this week so they were already so stressed and nobody want to bother them. 1 of these 2 people have a small brother with down syndrome and he doesn't have been vaccinated yet (fuck our government). So literally a small flu can put he in a hospital. There is othe 2 boys on this trip that just doesn't give a shit about the quarantine before the trip that we were planning for avoid the possible health issues of my friends little brother. These 2 boys were also stressed and going through a lot, they all vent for me and i just felt responsible for keeping them fine for the past 2 months.
Last week i was talking to one of the girls from the trip about me talk with the boys about the quarantine. She just start yelling at me, cursing me and worst of all: she just went to all of my 4 friends that were already stressed and said that the trip is cancelled because of me
Those 4 friends of mine just ignore me since and strated treating me like shit.
My father is also so abusive, i can spend hours talking about this but im already tired.
So in my mind thats it, everytime i have a relation with someone looks like i try to keep them as happy as possible and they treat me like shit. Im just tired of this. Im almost a year been treated like crap by everyone that i love and now i just want to die. Im tired of been myself and tored of been treated like shit and im tired of this world. My depression meds aren't working for a while even tho i double the amount that i need to take per day.
I think that im disgusting and no matter how much i try to keep the people I love safe, in the end it will always be my fault.
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2022.01.20 14:41 cloader1 Suspicious truck
So I was driving behind this semi truck and there was this red liquid leaking out the back doors that looked very much like blood. Should I report this?
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2022.01.20 14:41 fly97 Thanks, I hate personalized roaches
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2022.01.20 14:41 EricSchC1fr January 6 Committee asks Ivanka Trump to talk with them
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2022.01.20 14:41 Melan420 an interesting title
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2022.01.20 14:41 FaZe_DonCheadle FBI SWAT Team (1980’s)
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2022.01.20 14:41 ptrs09 😊
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2022.01.20 14:41 spicyXramen Witcher 3: Wild Hunt next gen upgrade
Hello! Does anybody know if we need the complete edition to be eligible for the next gen upgrade? I read the upgrade will come with the DLCs, so I was wondering if I need the ps4 complete version too. Wild hunt is on sale for $10 at gamestop, hence the question.
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2022.01.20 14:41 Jxt7559 I’m hoping we’re not too inexperienced, but my GF and I added these to the family yesterday.
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2022.01.20 14:41 thequotesguide We are not troubled by things but by the opinion which we have of things.
2022.01.20 14:41 clin-sci-in-training Bump: Interview Prep Resources
I know it's that wonderful time of year, so I wanted to (re) share the collection of interview prep resources I assembled over my time as an applicant (and I got it a shiny URL!):
Please feel free to spread widely, also please let me know what works and what doesn't using the feedback links! Congrats to all who have secured interviews so far!
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2022.01.20 14:41 Drone2Address #drone #droneimages Cincinnati bengals Drone Footage 1/15/2022
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2022.01.20 14:41 LoLMontages1234 EKKO MONTAGE 2022 - BEST MOMENTS
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2022.01.20 14:41 Ivaesca An illustration for r/DigitalArt discord server's weekly sketch challenge
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2022.01.20 14:41 Background_Answer_27 Sophie Mudd - so peaceful
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2022.01.20 14:41 Intelligent_Ad885 What was something your parent said to you that ended up ruining your relationship with your partner?
2022.01.20 14:41 juststopyourcrying 23F who’s your pick to win the Super Bowl?
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2022.01.20 14:41 AlwaysHighKenBurns Am I a cuck for going on a trip with a bunch of women who probably won’t have sex with me?
Hello users of more plates more dates subreddit,
I’m a pretty regular dude, 18 year old first year in college. Virgin, never had a gf, closest I’ve gotten I was being used for attention.
I have a decent social circle, the strange part is that it consists of 7-8 women and 2 other guys. I’m fairly sure none of these women are interested in having sex with me.
We’ve been talking about taking a trip to Florida together, but then I started thinking… does it make me a cuck? Both of the other guys are pretty good friends of mine, but one happens to be man loving… I don’t know if I could live with myself if I stayed in a house with 8 women and got 0 trim.
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2022.01.20 14:41 tomdobs55 I can't place where this intersection is, anyone know where it is?
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2022.01.20 14:41 SolidAsAlphabetSoup Cancer Has Officially Been #SMASHED!
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2022.01.20 14:41 Drone2Address #drone #droneimages Cinematic video made with the good old Mavic Mini up in the mountains of Romania. Seriously looking forward for an upgrade this year, if the wife agrees lol
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2022.01.20 14:41 okay_sky High school au?
Hi all! My husband and I have been on a Drarry kick for almost a year now, and have consumed a metric ton of Drarry fic, but we are both surprised to have not come across any good, long-ish high school (or even college) non-magic aus. They're so popular in all of our other ships from different fandoms, so it's really quite surprising how few we've come across that seem well-written and longer than a few thousand words. Does anyone have any recommendations? Especially if you know of any that aren't on AO3, since that's where we do 100% of our fic hunting, so we don't know of much outside of AO3.
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2022.01.20 14:41 Tzaaron When the spire gives you lemons...
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